you dream and dream about it just like this. He fucks you hard and penetrates you so deep. In your dreams, He takes you to places of pleasure you have never felt before.
But when it finally happens, when He finally pushes into your deepest recesses, your tears are of pain and not ecstasy.
you can’t believe how much it hurts, you bite the pillow and pray that it will be over soon. All the sexy words you used to lure this Stud into your hole play cruelly in your brain as you begin to ask “what the fuck have i done?” you have no idea if you can take it much longer. you feel beyond hope.
It will be ok. In spite of the fear and the intense pain, you need to let go. The more you fight the pain, the more it will hurt. your body CAN handle this… let your hole go and it will (eventually) open and His assaults will stop hurting (as much). And once His Cum fills you, it will feel SO much better the next time He fucks you.
And given how tight you were the first time… you should bet that He will want some sloppy seconds…